-- .eyeliner that doesn't smudge .my hair doing everything right . jeans that always fit .. hott .plain t-shirts.. .more black bra's .smileing .nails that don't chip off nail polish .everything working out... ....not gaingin a pound
.. [[[ a perfect world that ill never see. ]]]
.. i dont get this aLOT of my issues are about myself.. maybe.. its suppose to tell me somthing.
he looks happier when im not around... a smile graces my face frequently at those times[-- ]...i've been told.
i want a frivolous shopping endeavor.. hand holdin.. kissing in the corners.. and a teddy bear...
. maybe your right .
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shopping endeavor = brand new shirt, random skirt in red. random tube top in red.
yea.. love shopping.. hate spending money... but its ok. ill live i promise.
and lyric sum up my life its crazy. swiss army romance i read the lyrics to that song today in yearbook class. they were very.. what i was feeling about myself if i could find them i could put them here.. maybe i will later.
so this is going out of proportion happyness is overrated... you have to do whats right and im lost in the middle... but im still breathing.. [[i think im still breathing..]] im breathing in the middle for you...
its [[ like whoa ]].. my problems... converseing with ryan about them never expected that one.
its 9:44 do you know who your heart belongs to?
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